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Wanna see my documantary film? + Features

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 26, 2007, 12:25 AM
  • Mood: Nervous
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Ratafluke Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007
It's a touching movie, and I can relate to your experiences. I've been battling with depression, and my self aid group helped me a lot. Being there, being honest, being yourself... For half my life I was so scared of letting people look behind my facades, so scared of having them find out what a miserable person I really am. Now I'm slowly learning to accept myself as a worthy person. And I'm allergic to facades now ;]
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks a lot for looking and commenting my documentary movie, i hope it did inspire you in a way and that you know you are not alone :hug:

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be well dear :rose:
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Ratafluke Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007
My self aid group already helped me a lot in knowing I'm not alone :] It's good to hear that you overcame your troubles and live a happy life now :hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks dear, the documentary was made one year ago, It has to be said that right now I have some bad times again :(
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Ratafluke Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2007
Aw, pity! In my experience improvement never comes as a straight line up. It comes in waves, with ups and downs.... and even though it didn't seem so in my down times, but the underlying tendency of all those waves was up. I just hope that you don't lose hope and trust that things will become better :hug:
Is there anything in particular that's bothering you or getting you down at the moment?
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2007  Professional Photographer
yes i have to go to hospital today, tomorrow i am going to have a big surgery, we just sold our house, all this makes me very neavous...see?
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Ratafluke Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2007
Oh, quite a lot of stress going on! I think everybody would be nervous before a big surgery. It's normal, no need to worry that your bad times come back. I hope all goes well tomorrow :hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks dear, i am home now, it was scary and i got anxiety attacks but now i am finally home, i need weeks to recover but thats ok :hug: and thanks for your support :rose: :love:
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DafoeofLenin Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
Your story is such a beautiful one, and your words touched me deeply. I know what you mean when you said toxic people can have a negative effect on your self esteem and such. I've had quite a few friends and a boyfriend that were like that and made me very depressed. Since disassociating myself from them, I'm a much happier person. Thank you for sharing your story it really is an inspirational one, and your photographs are lovely. :hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thank you for looking and commenting on my documentary movie, just knowing there are a lot of people suffering with this, is scary in a way...but we need to find out who we are and what we want in our lives, it is only we our self that can do that, no one else :rose:

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be well :glomp:
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