Please see me as I am, this documentary film is about ME, I hope to get some feedback on it and honest once too. I am very nervous for what you think so please be gentle with me, and remember English is not my first language it is Norwegian, so bare with me ...
Thanks to My film producer, for making this movie become real.
It was very hard for me to do this, but i hope you will get to know me a little better ... I am doing this so maybe I can help other people that is suffering too ...
I am doing a lot of portrait works these days as you might have seen...
I got my self 5 new models and you sure have seen 3 of them in my latest works. I had a photo shoot last Sunday with 5 girls and it was such a huge challenge for me, it is darn hard to take pictures of people I think, but they where amazing to work with.
In the future i will leave my macro, droplets, flowers etc. a little behind, I will concentrate on uploading my new model, actions etc. pictures and there will come some new series too. But hey, once in a while there might pop up a macro or 2
I really really really appreciate all the support I get on my pictures. But since the number of favorites is very high at some times, I don't have the time to thank you all in person for them. I choose to use my time on commenting on other deviant's artwork and make more of my own art instead of writing thank-you-notes all day long.
I still LOVE to browse though and peek a little here and there, you never know where I am here on DA, but be sure I am suddenly at your page admiring YOUR art work
Thank you very much for all your comments , ss , ss and ss You are the one that keeps me going and that are making me want to improve my skills
It's a touching movie, and I can relate to your experiences. I've been battling with depression, and my self aid group helped me a lot. Being there, being honest, being yourself... For half my life I was so scared of letting people look behind my facades, so scared of having them find out what a miserable person I really am. Now I'm slowly learning to accept myself as a worthy person. And I'm allergic to facades now ;]
Aw, pity! In my experience improvement never comes as a straight line up. It comes in waves, with ups and downs.... and even though it didn't seem so in my down times, but the underlying tendency of all those waves was up. I just hope that you don't lose hope and trust that things will become better
Is there anything in particular that's bothering you or getting you down at the moment?
Your story is such a beautiful one, and your words touched me deeply. I know what you mean when you said toxic people can have a negative effect on your self esteem and such. I've had quite a few friends and a boyfriend that were like that and made me very depressed. Since disassociating myself from them, I'm a much happier person. Thank you for sharing your story it really is an inspirational one, and your photographs are lovely.
Thank you for looking and commenting on my documentary movie, just knowing there are a lot of people suffering with this, is scary in a way...but we need to find out who we are and what we want in our lives, it is only we our self that can do that, no one else