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Journal Entry: Wed Sep 26, 2007, 12:25 AM
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Ratafluke Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007
It's a touching movie, and I can relate to your experiences. I've been battling with depression, and my self aid group helped me a lot. Being there, being honest, being yourself... For half my life I was so scared of letting people look behind my facades, so scared of having them find out what a miserable person I really am. Now I'm slowly learning to accept myself as a worthy person. And I'm allergic to facades now ;]
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks a lot for looking and commenting my documentary movie, i hope it did inspire you in a way and that you know you are not alone :hug:

:cuddle:

be well dear :rose:
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Ratafluke Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007
My self aid group already helped me a lot in knowing I'm not alone :] It's good to hear that you overcame your troubles and live a happy life now :hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks dear, the documentary was made one year ago, It has to be said that right now I have some bad times again :(
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Ratafluke Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2007
Aw, pity! In my experience improvement never comes as a straight line up. It comes in waves, with ups and downs.... and even though it didn't seem so in my down times, but the underlying tendency of all those waves was up. I just hope that you don't lose hope and trust that things will become better :hug:
Is there anything in particular that's bothering you or getting you down at the moment?
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2007  Professional Photographer
yes i have to go to hospital today, tomorrow i am going to have a big surgery, we just sold our house, all this makes me very neavous...see?
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Ratafluke Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2007
Oh, quite a lot of stress going on! I think everybody would be nervous before a big surgery. It's normal, no need to worry that your bad times come back. I hope all goes well tomorrow :hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks dear, i am home now, it was scary and i got anxiety attacks but now i am finally home, i need weeks to recover but thats ok :hug: and thanks for your support :rose: :love:
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DafoeofLenin Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
Your story is such a beautiful one, and your words touched me deeply. I know what you mean when you said toxic people can have a negative effect on your self esteem and such. I've had quite a few friends and a boyfriend that were like that and made me very depressed. Since disassociating myself from them, I'm a much happier person. Thank you for sharing your story it really is an inspirational one, and your photographs are lovely. :hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thank you for looking and commenting on my documentary movie, just knowing there are a lot of people suffering with this, is scary in a way...but we need to find out who we are and what we want in our lives, it is only we our self that can do that, no one else :rose:

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be well :glomp:
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DafoeofLenin Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much and take care yourself! :hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2007  Professional Photographer
My pleasure dear :heart:

Thanks dear i sure hope everything will go well too :hug:

:pray:

:heart:

Thanks for thinking :praying: for me :cuddle:
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Anoya Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007   Photographer
So far, no one that voted in my/our poll made a recording of themselves =(
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007  Professional Photographer
Missy-G did made one of her self, go and see it :w00t:
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Anoya Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007   Photographer
I checked out her video! I really like it! :w00t:

Also, I love her art! I added her to my watchlist! Thanks for introducing me to her! :glomp:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007  Professional Photographer
My pleasure, tel her hi from me then ok?
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Anoya Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007   Photographer
Just did! :aww:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2007  Professional Photographer
:w00t:
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SingingRiver Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2007
That documentary was really nice to watch (not the right word, hehe I don't know which word to use otherwise (A)). Funny to see you talk and hear your voice, and don't worry, your english is really very good as far as I can tell (my first language isn't english either, it's dutch ^ ^). And you are so true about having a few good friends rather than a lot of bad friends, just to be 'cool'. I respect you for accepting yourself and saying that you don't have a lot of friends, because a lot of people who don't have a lot of friends don't dare to say that, because they might not look cool anymore then. I've had a bit the same experience; once I figured out I wasn't going to pretend to be someone I'm not and I was just going to be myself, I lost a lot of my 'friends', but I have also made new ones, good ones this time. You sound like a brave woman :nod: And I'm glad your life looks brighter and shinier and you're not depressed anymore :aww:. Respect to Nina :#1: :hug:. (Sorry for my ramble btw XD)
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much dear for taking your time to look and to comment, I am happy you like it and that you also feel the same about friends :hug:

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SingingRiver Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2007
Anytime ^ ^:hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2007  Professional Photographer
:bow:
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grandma-S Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2007
:thumbsup: :D :clap: Nina`s Journey :clap: ... :aww: to see you and to hear you :wow: fantastic :clap:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2007  Professional Photographer
Aww, you liked it, I am so happy :hug:
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bergamont27 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2007
wow nina, watched the first10 mins..our pc is pretty slow..very inspiring, i've picked up b4 your energyand i think your an amazing woman/person with awesome soul..i will finish your vid'
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks dear for taking your time to look and to comment, hope you like it :hug:
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loopyker-stock Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2007
A wonderful film! You are very brave!
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2007  Professional Photographer
wow, thanks a lot for taking your time to see and to comment, yes i was nervous when I added this film public :rose:

:bow:
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Vic4U Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nice to see you real Nina, to hear your voice too... great idea even if I saw just a couple of minutes the film (I'm a little bit tired I must say...) :blowkiss:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks for looking dear :bow:
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Irinova Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2007
thank you so so much for the feature!
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:iconninazdesign:
ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2007  Professional Photographer
My deepest pleasure, well deserved :rose:
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TROIDX Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2007   Photographer
i won't comment with words but with emoticons.....
:hug: :rose: :thumbsup: :salute: :D
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks a lot for looking :rose:
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TROIDX Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2007   Photographer
ur a great strong and hopeful person Nina :salute:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2007  Professional Photographer
Aww, thank you so much dearest :cuddle:
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TROIDX Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2007   Photographer
don't thank me, it's the truth :hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2007  Professional Photographer
:hug: you too nice
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Alis86 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Student Digital Artist
Hi dear,
your video is really amazing. You are a very courageous woman!
I can reaaly understand how you like.

"To break down with people who brings you negative things"

how this is true!

:hug:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks dear Alice for taking your time to look and to comment, it means a lot to me :bow:

I am happy you understand, I am sure you know what I am talking about then :?

:hug:
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Alis86 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2007  Student Digital Artist
Yeah I know how do you feel, especially about the friends theme!
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thanks dear :hug:
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luneves Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
I saw your documentary and got so moved. :cries:
Nina, you are so sweet!
I love the way you speak about yourself, so emotional.
About your anxiety, it reminds me of my mom. She suffers from panic disorder and depression - and I can't wait for the day she will surpass it all, just like you did. :aww:
Thanks for being such an inspiration for us all!
:heart: :cuddle:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Professional Photographer
Thank you sweet for taking your time to look and for commenting, maybe you should show your mom this?

thanx hon :blowkiss:

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luneves Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
You're welcome, hon! :D

I hope so! It's even more hard for her because we're living far away from each other now - in different states of the same country - but I'm going to visit her for a month (january), when I'll be on vacation so I'll surely show her your documentary. :nod:

:heart: :glomp:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Professional Photographer
Ok, I hope she can see it when you meet then :D

thanks puffen :D
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luneves Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
You bet! :nod:

You're welcome, sweets! :glomp:
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2007  Professional Photographer
:rose: thanks
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Dolore Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007
Så dokumentaren din. :] Veldig god (og du er flink til å snakke engelsk óg!) Det er så kjipt det med sykdommen, men du er en sterk person og klarer deg nok. :]
Fikk ikke sett hele for jeg begynner tidelig på skolen i morgen. -.- Skal se resten en annen gang!
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ninazdesign Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2007  Professional Photographer
takk for at du tittet og takk for fin tilbake melding, ja noe dritt det med angsten :sniff:
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